lol so after about three months (or something like that) I'm back I haven't uploaded anything in a really long time and I don't really plan on anything soon but I decided to update my journal.

So school started back on August 8th, and I love where I'm at I'm at this place called VPAC, its an early college for art students and its probably the best program I've been in. I've never felt so much like myself in a group before!

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Okay so I actually wrote that bit about 3 hours ago... I had to stop because I was dragged to bible study and you -.- but anyway YEAH STUFF. Over the summer a lot happened. I actually had a boyfriend, we lasted three months. I broke up with him three days ago, I dumped him, because I'm a stupid bitch. But yeah, I can honestly say I love him, I loved being with him, but some things happened lately and I decided it'd be best to cut it. He's not too into me right now but hopefully we'll be on good terms again.

Hmm.... OH I'M IN A BAND BITCHES. LIKE WE ACTUALLY WRITE SONGS AND PLAY GIGS AND SHIT YO. lol well... not yet, we have plenty of lyrics but the rest hasn't come together yet. And GUESS WHAT? Five minutes ago our guitarist quit. Yippee. So we're going to our last resort and asking Chris, which is this dude I'm not so into, but he'll do. He's very good at guitar so I guess it won't be too bad. He's just not as hot as Brandon >.> But we all want this really bad, so it'll work out somehow. lol Stephen is hot too, but Rachel is our drummer, so he's not a choice unless he plays something else xD

I'm still short... and crazy... ooh I have writer's block for anything other than song lyrics. Like I can throw those out easy. But anything else, like Soundproof, well I guess it's gonna be a long while till you get another chapter of that, I'm sorry :/ I'm going to work hard so that it doesn't end up like Why Won't You Believe? which was never completely finished because I lost complete inspiration.

Speaking of Soundproof, I'm learning sign language I've been teaching myself and studying using books and videos and an app on my phone. I'm actually sorta good with basics and the alphabet and counting, but I have to start over because I've been doing all the signs with the wrong hand -.- curses being left handed.

I quit band, like school band lol, I got tired of it. So now I'm in theater, which will be interesting. Then next semester I take guitar class. Tomorrow is going to be really interesting because SHS, the normal 1100 student high school starts up and I'll have to get used to having all of them around. It'll probably be awkward and crowded and I'll see a bunch of people I don't like.

lol I wonder how many people are actually going to read this? Because its been so long I've probably lost all of my followers. Which  is my fault I guess but it would be really depressing.

I feel like a lot has changed about me lately. Like, I'm okay with who I am, I love who I am and who I'm around and just life is pretty kwl for the most part. I mean I don't always get along with family and I have people that I'd rather not have exist but other than that its fine. Ohh and I have no money, whatsoever, so I can't buy anything I want most of the time. I've been spending any that I get at Hot Topic.<3 GAH I LOVE HOT TOPIC, I WANNA MARRY IT. I haaave to work there next year, or Rue 21, which I was offered a job yet but I had to tell them that I wasn't quite old enough for it. The opening better still be there!!

So I guess that's basically it. My life isn't as good as like, Degrassi or some shit, but it'll probably get there once I'm deeper into high school. >.< Blehh not looking forward to that. Right now I just gaaah dreading school now. lol thanks so much SHS kids. I was soo used to only have 250 people around me.

Ooh I hang with a lot more black people now xD Dani is like, mah bestie now, on Facebook it says we're in a relationship now. I'm assuming that everyone at school already thinks I'm lesbian anyways. Like seriously. But I'm not, I'm bisexual. Me and Sara are still bestestestest friends ever The thing in my last journal was pretty much just a misunderstanding. lol I'm stupid xD

If it interests any, I'm finally on birth control. Its like the most amazing thing ever invented lol. I have yet to forget a pill. But its not like I'm fucking anyone (besides chicks >_>)

Yeah so, that's my life in a nutshell, I think I'm going to start blogging on Tumblr soon. So look for that soon I guess.

Love ya all! <3 Deuces

~Teegee